Dedication

This song once made me cried for thousand times, it's a bad memory to me. But, it became so blur after I found my prince charming. Let bygones be bygones, you will never know how bright the future sky will be. Until you've forgotten the pain you had before. Trust me my dear friend, you will be just fine in future! =)

世界末日过了，新的世界就会重建，

美好的日子就在前面.

跌倒受伤了，就要爬起来！

亲友们都会在你身边给你援手，

不要怕。

当你受不了的时候，哭吧！

哭过，就会天晴的了！

相信我，你的路还很遥远，

每个人的生活中都会遇到几个贱人，

他们只不过是你的冤亲债主。

他们只是让你在生活中建了道墙，

爬的過程会很痛很苦很累，

但是爬过了，就是美好的日子啦！

My Dear Friend, here's another song for you! 

No matter what, I will always be there for YOU!

*IHEARTYOU*

April Fool?

Yea, it's April now. I April-fooled people that day, but did I fooled by people?
I did not fooled by anyone, but I think I was fooled by "The Mighty One".


Have you ever felt like you're not yourself anymore?
Have you ever felt like you're struggling from something but you don't know what was it?
Have you ever felt like a strong power (hard one) centralized in your heart until it can explode?
These are the feelings I'm having right now.


Recently, I became unlike myself. Like, I've transformed into someone else. Someone, I'm not familiar with.
My temper gone bad, REALLYYYYY BAD! My tolerance became limited. I always get mad even with a tiny matter. I shouted at someone I love so much. I shut my beloved's phone call. I showed temper to my besties. I cried in the public. I stared at innocent people. I get emo so easily, without any reason. I dissatisfied with everyone around me, including myself.


It's terribly scary. I felt like a stranger living inside my body. Was that my soul sneaked out or my characteristic faded away. If it's so, please do come back. *begging* I started to feel like I'm out of control. Sometimes I do suspect myself if I'm having some psycho-prob. Nah~ Shouldn't be right?


I can't find a solution or any explanation to my changes. The only way now is to fool myself that I'm only stressed out. April is definitely a stressful month. The only thing I can feel now is bitterness. Not a single sweetness appear from my heart. Not even a diamond can cheer me up now. What exactly happened to me?
Can someone tell me? Perhaps, YOU? "MY ALMIGHTY"? I just wanna get back myself. The cheerful one. The one without any temper or bitterness. I just want my life to be simple and full of sweetnesses. 

P L E A S E .

I'm sick of this grey life.